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Evy (
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FTEs let's go
let Naoko love you
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dissever
2013-05-10 05:56 am (UTC)
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[ standing against a wall, come bother him. ]
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 05:59 am (UTC)
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[ (Should I hang out with Zero-san?)
>YES ]
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:03 am (UTC)
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... I'm repulsive, aren't I?
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:07 am (UTC)
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Eh? What makes you say that?
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:10 am (UTC)
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I can tell by the way they look at me. They see my illness as a threat, with unmasked antipathy.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:12 am (UTC)
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[ (This guy doesn't have many friends, does he...) ]
I'm sure that's not the case... but, if you don't mind me asking, what is it exactly that you have? Your illness.
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:21 am (UTC)
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[ you're his only one :D ]
Cardiac amyloidosis, which causes pulmonary edema. Though, it seems one here has taken to calling me "tuberculosis."
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:23 am (UTC)
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[ goddamn those are big words ]
That's...
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:24 am (UTC)
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Since it's the heart, it isn't contagious, right? Wouldn't it suffice to just tell the others that there's no reason to be afraid?
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:27 am (UTC)
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There's no reason to. After all, they cherish their worthwhile lives and I'll be 'gone' soon.
[ it's such a lighthearted topic to him... ]
... Forming connections with people ... it's troublesome. Humans are so fickle and selfish.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:30 am (UTC)
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[ (Wha... 'Gone'? How can he say these things?
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He's not joking about this...) ]
Y-you can't possibly mean...
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:37 am (UTC)
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There's only one cogent answer to that question, and I'm sure you're well aware of it.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:41 am (UTC)
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How can you talk about this so lightheartedly?
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:44 am (UTC)
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Because when something is inevitable, it's a waste of time to contemplate the minor details.
You talk as if my presence would be missed.
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:45 am (UTC)
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... If you lived an inconsequential life, you would understand.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:50 am (UTC)
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[ (... This is... really pissing me off.) ]
And just who decided your life was inconsequential? You don't get to decide who'll miss you and who won't.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 06:51 am (UTC)
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And besides - everyone dies someday. That's inevitable. But isn't that exactly why it's so important to focus on what is rather than what will be?
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:59 am (UTC)
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... ...
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dissever
2013-05-10 06:59 am (UTC)
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... I'm sorry.
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dissever
2013-05-10 07:00 am (UTC)
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My impression is that... my talent is only a tool for people to use.
[ looks like he's legitimately upset, but it's very vague as far as expressions go. ]
I've become adjusted to that sort of lifestyle.
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 07:03 am (UTC)
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[ (Adjusted... what kind of life does he lead...?) ]
But there's more to you than just your talent, isn't there?
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dissever
2013-05-10 07:07 am (UTC)
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I've never had a friend before.
[ that answers a lot of questions. ]
My usual interaction is solving problems. I can't say I've ever felt wanted aside from well... this.
[ he motions to his head. ]
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dissever
2013-05-10 07:08 am (UTC)
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Cynicism is the realistic method of thinking, isn't it?
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gutfeelings
2013-05-10 07:11 am (UTC)
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[ holy fuck get this guy some friends stat ]
... You and I, we're going to hang out more.
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dissever
2013-05-10 07:16 am (UTC)
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[ hoh ]
... Does that mean I can call you Naoko now?
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2013-05-10 07:16 (UTC)
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FTE 2
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Cardiac amyloidosis, which causes pulmonary edema. Though, it seems one here has taken to calling me "tuberculosis."
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That's...
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[ it's such a lighthearted topic to him... ]
... Forming connections with people ... it's troublesome. Humans are so fickle and selfish.
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...
He's not joking about this...) ]
Y-you can't possibly mean...
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You talk as if my presence would be missed.
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And just who decided your life was inconsequential? You don't get to decide who'll miss you and who won't.
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[ looks like he's legitimately upset, but it's very vague as far as expressions go. ]
I've become adjusted to that sort of lifestyle.
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But there's more to you than just your talent, isn't there?
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[ that answers a lot of questions. ]
My usual interaction is solving problems. I can't say I've ever felt wanted aside from well... this.
[ he motions to his head. ]
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... You and I, we're going to hang out more.
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... Does that mean I can call you Naoko now?
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